||[Apr. 4th, 2009|10:19 am]
jordan and i broke up.|
he says he needs time to 'be him'.
aka turn 21 and be single.
i dont hate him,
since these past few weeks he's
made me feel like a friend rather than a gf.
i cried all night,
and i will continue to do so,
for the next week.
i love him.
i can't imagine myself with anyone else.
and now i work with him tonight..
we're still each others best friends,
and i'll always love him,
its gonna be hard to not go up and kiss him.
my one hope in the world is that after he gets over this 'phase'
we get back together...
and realizes what he just let go.