||[Oct. 22nd, 2008|10:10 am]
there's this boy.|
and i like him a lot.
but i dont know if i can trust him,
because of what he did to me in the past.
he apologized and i forgave him.
he still apologizes to this day.
it's different than it was before i left for europe.
people keep saying that he really likes me,
but how can i be sure that he's not going to go
start going after some other girl again?
she still calls, but he ignores them.
and now that i'm applying for summer internships,
do i keep him in mind?
what if i get the BCR internship in texas,
will it be a repeat of this summer?
i feel completely at peace when i'm in his arms.
i want him in my bed every night,
just to cuddle.
but trust is a fickle thing