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 i hate the way i look. i hate that i overreact. i hate that i'm… - lakersk6 [entries|archive|friends|userinfo]
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[Feb. 19th, 2008|10:53 pm]
lakersk6
 i hate the way i look.
i hate that i overreact.
i hate that i'm so irresponsible with money that my dad doesn't trust me anymore.
i hate that i don't appreciate what life has given to me.
i hate that i contemplate suicide but konw that i'm way to much of a chicken to ever do it.
i hate the way i look.
i hate that i can't look past all the bad little things in my life and realize how good my life is.
i hate that i don't trust a single person in the world. not even myself.
i hate that i can't put life into perspective.
i hate that i drink to make myself feel better.
i hate that i am so dependant on my parents for money for school.
i hate that i can't get my act together.


hate hate hate.

hate.

such a strong word.
i need to get better. i just ugh. hate life.
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