the part i can specifically remember, is that my fam came home from somewhere and i went upstairs to our balcony and my sister put all the cats there with this like dry veggies/fruits as food. so i opened the door, they all ran out, and i grabbed the food, and ran downstairs and i guess ppl were having an intense convo (includign oprah and this other guy i that i recognize but dunno who it is) and i scream FUCK THAT LOOK WHAT SARA LEFT THE FUCKING CATS TO EAT WHILE WE WERE GONE. WHAT A BITCH. WTF SERIOUSLY. and so my dad got really angry that i was interrupting them, so he grabbed my head with both his hands and he was like 'no one cares' and then crushed my head and i tried to get him to let go but he wouldn't. ya know when you make a dent in an egg? its not broken but there are a bunch of lil pieces all still connected? well that was my head.


yeah i woke up crying.

winter break is almost over and i'm pretty  bummed. this semester needs to go insanely well OR ELSE. whhy?? or else i'm in huge trouble ,thats why.  i'm on probation this semester. so tahts pretty gay. i have a new sup at work and he's kind a douche right now.

PLUS. I WORK DURING THE GAME ON SUNDAY. THAT IS NOOOOOT OK. i work..10-630. so granted i'm gonna boost it on back to my room and check back in so i can watch it and then find time to unpack..but still. i cannot miss htis game.

tomorrow = laundry.

i'm bummed to leave gtown only because steph won't be up there this semester and i still feel super seperated from rhino and them...oh yeah. and i'm gonna miss matt and amanda like crazy. especially matt. we've been hanging out almost daily my entire break. which is bad because  he's still in high school and definitely needs to get his homework done!

in addition to this madness, i found more cartilidge missing in my knee last night. special. so i have it all wrapped up nicely today.

and lets not forget all teh house drama for this summer. inwhich steph (aka my bff) will be living in milwaukee and might not be coming to point next year and therefore not living in the house. i'm super bummed becuase i'm not relaly close to anyone else in the house besides jimmy. so i'll be calling her and matt 24/7. matt to talk about steph and steph to talk about matt haha.

i think today was my last day in gtown. because i'm leaving for point on friday since i work fri, sat and sun. and then i move in sunday after work. so it was a good one at least. i slept til 1130. took a shower. went to Kaiser's baker downtown (EVERYONE SHOULD GO!...especially since its steph's aunt and uncle who own it! hehe) and then to the humane society to look at the cute animals! and then to mayfair where i did NOT spend any money in abercrombie. it was tough. but matt spent 70 bucks. i almost bought a pair of jeans that were like 78 bucks. so good thing i didn't. i'm not allowed to spend money anymore. til i get paid a huge fat check. which will be in about...3 weeks.

omg i totally just remembered that i'm in band this semester and that i have played my clarinet a total of 1 times this semester. oopa. add that to teh list of things to do tomorrow.

oh yeah. and mad lolz to steph's aunt and just about every person matt and i talked to about cell phone plans to, for thinking that we were a couple.